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@Mustang67 Hello my friend. How has your day gone today? I know it’s really hard when the meds arnt working and need to wait for a medicine review. I was just reading various posts that you’ve written and I can tell you’ve gone through a lot. 

Yet here you are posting affirmations to help us all get through the day. I love how kind and generous you are. Thank you for being such a decent human being. 

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Awwww thank you @Cuddlebear it means a lot to hear that ❤️

 

I am feeling a bit off today and down today, and that is probably because of what I posted yesterday.

 

I just wanted to reply to any messages on here, and then I am going to watch Ghost Adventures to take my mind off things.

 

And you too Cuddlebear are a kind and generous person, that is why I was drawn to you, so thank you 😊

 

I hope you have an enjoyable evening 

 

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@Cuddlebear hi my gorgeous!
I have indeed had a good day, thank you! I had my appointment with my job services provider and I have been enrolled in a cert 3 course which means I don't have to stress about looking for a job. While I will still continue to look for work it's nice not to have the pressure on that I have to take jobs they refer me to.

The course is a Cert 3 in Business (Records Info and Management) which will increase my employability...we hope!

 

How are you today sweet, is Monday treating you kindly?

 

Much loves and hugs

x

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@Mustang67 So relate to your, and your daughters feelings about bad behaviours of those who ought to love us cause bad life inside of us to flourish. i could not love my dad either, my heart full of hate towards him instead, burning hate until well into young adult hood.

 

Until i found out how come my dad turned out the way he was, and his cry for our love, for he was not able to give us any love because little had been given to him growing up.

 

So we asked Love to put things straight, and and slowly the hate towards our dad died in our hearts, as also in my mum's heart, and she learned to love him again, we all learned love him again - (me last.) Amazingly he turned out a much nicer man after that. He even blessed me God's love before he died. i almost fell backwards him doing that, for i had never been good enough to get a good word from him, and then the last time i saw him alive he blessed eternal love from God.

 

For  the place where our hate had dwelt, the place where in my life dad's love ought to have always been, slowly filled up with love. The more love replacing my hate towards my dad the more my bad life because of his treatment of me died, (and in us all.)

 

True story!

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@Mustang67   Good morning my friend. How are you? I’m sorry you’re feeling unwell. Is there something I can do here? I know it’s hard for you. You’ve been through a lot and it’s not easy. 

Do you have any plans for today? Are you resting? 

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@ENKELI Good Morning lovely how are you? That’s wonderful news about the Cert 3 for you. I’m so glad it will take the pressure off. The job services providers are stressful. So I’m wrapt you can study and learn something new without the pressure of job search. 

Im worse than I was the withdrawals take ages to go away it’s not quick and I still have more drop of medicine to do. 

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@Cuddlebear oh honey I am so sorry you're still having to go through this awfulness. I feel icky after missing one day of my meds, I can't imagine how you are feeling. I think you are pretty amazing to be tackling this, and I am amazed that you're having to do it without clinical support.

I am praying for you that you start to feel better soon. Much love and hugs to you darlingheart 🫂🤗

 

It's 33 here today (and it's 4.15pm...summers a comin') and I feel hot and sticky. I think I will be watering myself when I water my plants this evening!

I have finished the first module of my study, I made it so that it was a slower pace so that I could do a little each day so as not to get overwhelmed. I realised it's been over 15 years since I last studied and I didn't complete that course.

This one will take 3 months and then I can choose to do a second course for medical records. I hope to get part time work in the meantime though.

 

Look after yourself and know that I'm thinking of you xo