not coping

[Shaz51]

Ohh my sister xoxo @outlander 

Just read your message and I have come to send you understanding hugs as Mr shaz was passed on too soo many psychologists and each one had a reason to pass him on like " I don't know how to help you "

"How can I help you when you can't help yourself "

And " it is your wife's fault "

Just to name a few xoxo 

[Snowie]

Afternoon @outlander 

Sorry to hear what you are going through sis at the moment. It should not be that hard to get the help we deserve.

Am here with you hon, sitting right next to you 💜💜

[Shaz51]

It should not be that hard to get the help we deserve.-- very true @Snowie , @outlander , @Emelia8 

sitting with you xx

[outlander]

the day just keeps getting worse. Another specialist that said they cant do anything for my injury, if i couldve surgically repaired it it mightve been ok for her but the mri shows permanent damage that cant be fixed. will be seeing yet another team of specialists a few hours away from me but maybe they might help.

and being told by someone to just suck it up. 

this is why i stay quiet. i dont know why i bother asking for help or support. i should just learn to shut my mouth and keep everything to myself. Makes me think very differently about the people i am around. 

i have tried to be positive, to look for the good, keep hope but what hope do i have now. i had hoped this year mightve been better but looks like its a turning point for alot of negatives. 

[Eve7]

Hi @outlander that is not sounding good at all. I'm so sorry and I know we can't recommend drs on here but I do know there is a very good foot surgeon on the Gold Coast.

Anyway, I am here for you and sending kind thoughts to you. xox

[outlander]

thanks @Eve7
im tired. mentally i am so drained that i cant even study anymore.
these remarks are coming from people i thought were friends but i guess theyre right, there comes a time when i have to just get over it. this injury has just about ruined my life just as i finally started getting some things moving forward.

[Eve7]

Sending hugs and having a cuppa @outlander Do you want a cuppa?

[outlander]

the psychologist ive been seeing has basically put me in the too hard basket too. 3 sessions and seems like its to hard even for professionals @Eve7 

[Eve7]

Noone is too hard @outlander you are not too hard hon. They shouldn't even be saying that to you.

[outlander]

seems like i am to hard @Eve7 they were going well till i actually said i wanted to work on a particular thing and then it was to hard basket. they are basically only staying with me because i dont have any supports and didnt want to leave me without anyone.
makes me just realise how alone i am, im only good when i can help people by the sounds of it.